Petrol up again!!!!

Gosh the last petrol hike was in May. Its just 2 months and now its up by another 10 cents. what the heck is going on. The previous hike in diesel , there was a big hoo haa...

now everyone is afraid of a domino effect. Which i assure you will happen as diesel is also going up by 20 cents.

I wish people would think deeper before doing this.

what future is left man.....

Gaji tak naik, semua lain naik!!!

Life Style

LifeStyle... what does that word mean to you? We are of various backgounds and likes. So whats your cup of tea?

As i mentioned in my previous post, I met up with a friend from AU. She lives in Darwin. And I have known her for years!!!! Almost 10 years now.. or more. But she visits once awhile.

She lives with her partner who works as a policeman or rather a snipper. WHen I asked her about what she usually does after work or how her life style is... She said my life is very simple.

I love to just take a walk. Sit by a cafe, have a drink of coffee and enjoy the big Australian sky.

wow!!!!

When I look at my life right now, it seems so pale in comparison to hers. I work and then I mope about my so unexciting life...... I can go sit by a cafe but then.. i will just breathing in pollution :P

I used to have this dream. Even as young as school days. I wanted a high flyer's job , I wanted a house by the beach that I can come back to and enjoy the sound of waves beating to the seashore.

But now, I no longer have a dream. All I think about is the fear of passing each dreadful day.

The Madness Has Begun...

As we all know, the Madness of the Malaysia Mega Sales has began yesterday. Well I was to meet a friend who is visiting from Australia. And I went to the KL city to meet up with her but i used my discreation and decided against driving to KL.

You know, how its like all them madness, the rush just becoz there's a sale?

We had dimsum and then walked about... at KLCC. My goodness, I can hardly see anything, everyone is like rushing about as tho everything is free!!!! total madness.

My head was spinning after awhile. Then I then just resorted to waiting for my friend while she shop. Don't get me wrong, I am a big shopper myself. But all this rush is really not a very condusive env for me to do my shopping. And I am those type who has to think abit before i buy something hehehee. So that kinda waste abit of time loh.

Anyways... i will still go shopping... but it would probably be on a weekday and not weekend.... :P

But it has to be smart shopping... as I have decided to save to my rainy days.... which can happen at any time... It knows no mercy or time.

To Put or Not to Put

Recently, I have been thinking about putting my picture in this blog. Since i find it too plain and can't really find an exciting template.

G - introduced me to blog skin.. but what the heck, dont' even know how to use it. Spend enough time at work with this IT shits, so I don't think I want to blow my brains out trying to figure out. Not right now. Maybe later :)

Then I guess I have decided against it. Coz funnily, I have a knack for remembering faces and name. I once saw a photo of a person in match.com. And I actually saw this person at a mall and recognized him.

So I think there is a danger of that hehehe.
But I am looking for the portrait which was drawn by a street artist in toronto of me.. when I visited toronto while i was still a student in the US of A.

I will try to locate it and then post it okay....

Gotham IT!!!!

Hehe. Got your attention didn't I?
Well I have to say, I am abit late but I just finished watching Batman Begins.

Remember the Guy I mentioned in my lunch at the temple update? Well I saw him again today!?!?!? On the big screen that is... In BATMAN Begins. If you wondered how the guy at the temple looked like, he looked like Christian Bale but the difference is that guy has blue eyes and.... has nicer looking teeth hehehe.

Sorry ya, but Batman's teeth kinda like dracula's abit lerr.....

So now you know how handsome that guy is huh. Hopefully i will bum into again someday.........but in real life of course and not on the big screen.....................

This one Phrase

Recently, I have a colleague who joined the same day as I have and we happened to be both in the same team.

He is very young interms of his experience in the working world. After 7 months in this company, he kept saying.. nobody cares! you have to care for yourself. Coz at the end of the day, nobody cares!

What he speaks is of course the truth. In a world where dog eat dog, do you think that the very person you so called friend at work would never ever backstab you when it comes to a situation whereby that person have to save him or herself?

In in the actual world out there, NOBODY CARES! whether you live or you die. What you're sad or happy. Whether you're lonely or dying.

thats reality. Thats what the world has become today.

Harry Porter and the Half blood prince

Yesterday was the lauching of the book worldwide. We didn't preorder.
So my brother went to get the book and it cost him 99.99 ringgit. He very sakit hati hahaha.

The last book i bought, also hard cover and i paid 10 ringgit less.

i have read all the harry porter books. Eventho' there has been contraversial stuff about it esp being christian and all and what the pope thought about it and the church.

to me its just fiction. I am not a kid , I am an adult who knows how to distinguish between whats true and whats not. Furthermore, I would agree, I wouldn't let my kids read, if I had any that is. Coz i don't think kids has the maturity to differentiate whats fiction and whats not.

:)
So......................... will be reading it soon.................

Procrastination

Okay I have to admit. I have a long list of things to accomplish. But I can't just bring myself to do it.

I guess I am just a great procrastinator. I just want to sleep and can't seem to bring my big but out of the couch once i get home.

In a way its good... i usually... just lie down on the couch after a shower.. i get tired.. sometimes skip dinner. So that part is helping me lose weight but also helping me being weak. Hmm.. see always pros and cons in very damn thing.

i am due to clean up my room but too lazy. Coz weekends.. is the only day, I don't have worry about what to eat as my mom does the cooking therefore I just sleep and wake up to eat. Yeah a pig.

I think I need some reform in my life.

the 4 areas of life that i believe everyone should focus on
1) Family
2) Social
3) Work
4) Spiritual
Not in any particular order.

I just need to break this chain of procratination and move on with things.

Do you like my New look?

Hey peeps,

So far I have changed my template afew times. Do you like this one better than the 2 previous ones?

Opnions please..............

Can't seem to find the perfect one that I want.

Lunch Time on Friday...........

Yesterday, I had lunch with 2 of my colleagues at the temple. Yeah at the temple. They do have sort of a food like thingy. Actually its just mix rice and they also have a stall that sells noodles and another to sell fruits. Pretty cheap really. Its vegetarian, naturally.

So whats so great about lunch at the temple yesterday. I saw the most gorgeous guy. I usually pick the seat and today's seat was right on!!! It wasn't intentional. I saw down first and 2 tables away were a group of mat sallehs. The gorgeous one was at the fruit stall and suddenly he sat facing me and i had a great view of him too...

Holly smolly.. the most gorgeous blues eyes and brown hair..... gosh.. and since it was pouring cats and dogs.. they sat there for quite awhile. So I had a real cuci mata session hahahaa..
Obviously I couldn't tell anyone else as 2 of my colleagues were guys and they were seated facing me... hahahahaa...

Gosh... but i guess that image would now remain as a fantasy...........

just ....

Lately, I have logged on into bloggers and then sign in and then signed out. Didn't know what to write eventho' almost always during the day, I have something in my mind to write about.

blogger's block? only if there were such thing.

Lately, I am a walking zombie again.
I sleep at the earliest times possible and wake up only feeling even more tired.
I set the alarm at 6am... stay in bed... say my prayers... and askingGod to help me for the day.

the only update i have is that... i probably dont' have a future in my current co coz I dont'know how to play politcs and my boss said to me that I need to be visible to be able to move up. I am a low profile person. Hard working, reliable.... always tehre when you need someone for support, help. I guess in the corporate world , that ain't enough.

I got my phoneline. But since no streamyx, its bloodee slow. Dial up is driving me up the wall.. but I ain't gonna spend more money.

Thinking about

Just a few days ago, I wrote down on a piece of paper while at work.

Thinking about ....
- A different sort of life
- Mr. Right
- sleeping ZZZZZzzz
- old friends
- Jason S.
- a flexible job
- Italy
- a life in Italy
- academic work
- not being cooped up in a box for 8 hours....
- leaving the corporate world

Religion and Me

I would to comment on what a friend wrote in one of my comment...

"I can feel the religion is really really get into u.

It's a good thing!"

Religion! Its such a complicated thing. Whats it to me? Its a journey that over the years,that have bought alot of ups and downs in my life.

Am I , a religious person? I personally feel that I have a long way to grow in this. Eventho' I have been a catholic for years almost my whole life. But its such a thing that when you look at the graph, you would see the up points and the low points.

I have had my despairs in life many times more than never. I have doubts that would not leave me till today. I haven't been able to cross the line where I totally have no doubts and my believe is as strong as the rocks that builds the foundation of the cliff.

Am I really into religion? Well religion gives a sense of groundedness when I need it. No matter how much i argue sometimes against certain things or I am angry with God for all the trials He puts my family thru and myself thru. I still go back to Him. Why? Why, indeed. Maybe deep down in my heart I know that there is a powerful force out there that controls everything, knows every step I take. I know that eventually when I knock hard enough, He will listen and make my life/ sufferrings a bit better.

I do not want to compare my life with the less fortunate here. As I truely know and I see this everyday of my life - how fortunate I am. Yet.... deep down inside I have my problems. My family has problems that God keeps putting in our path. We are not bad people. We follow religious teachings but of course not to the extent of being a fanatic. so you can't help but question why.

So I just want to say, I have no choice but to hang on to something that I pray and believe will help me get thru this cruel life on earth and build me a path to be with my creator.

I dont' know if I make sense. But what I am trying to say is that, I would not give up my religion for anything even love but I go thru periods where I hate having a religion too where I am govern to be nice when the world is so cruel to me....

I shed tears when I look and realize that it's better to be bad then good when being good will only make you end up last. Being nice is only being taken advantage of.

I am not perfect, and I wouldn't say that I have reached the spiritual level where I am just able to ignore what the world offers... But I am glad to say that I truely Strive to do good and my best.

I dont' know if things will change in the future.